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  • Mood: Agony
  • Listening to: the songs a good close friend of mine showed me
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: rather starve but considering eating a sandwich
  • Drinking: water


My insanity, the words which represents a different meaning. The words which leave my lips paling to the words which echoes in my mind. The words that others hear making a mockery of my own name and choices. The ideas which curse my very being. The voice which speaks my words. Slurred and idiotic. The ideas which do not fully represent the plot of the tales I speak echoing the past. The simplistic memory which so easily forgets the details to give proof to the tales. The curse of idiocy. One of which I do not prefer to have. The curse to be an idiot with little to no self-control. My own ideas that of another person but yet not spoken no matter how badly I wish to spout them. The will not there to release the echoes within my head.

Eternal damnation

My idiotic voice.



My behaviour unfitting of my thoughts. The actions which I take reveal a different appearance but not the image which I wish I could convey. The actions I take of a fool so desperate for friend and company, that of a subject of anyone who will allow me to serve. That of a joker dancing for their king. What was the point of these behaviours? I have made friends but yet I still feel a depth of hallow emotions. Being a human which I wish not to be. A human even I find annoying and dislike. The eyes of a demon and yet the form of an idiot. The actions of a jester working for the court. The voice of that of a verbally impaired person. The pronunciation of an orger. What is the point to smile or laugh when you cannot control whether you laugh or smile. The emotions which cannot be reasoned with or held to a resolve. My recent behaviour of a child looking for attention which will allude to nothing more than hatred of the piers and company.

Eternal damnation

Act like an idiot and be treated like a fool and only feeling resent towards your own form.

yes i wrote this and they hold my own meaning. if you choose to read this let it be known and i did not force you to and you can do as you please with it. i only choose to look at this as my own resentment towards myself.


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FenRox Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch. :devwatch:
Ultamisia Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for watching!! :D
Kyo-Akemori Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch:squee:
br-soule Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch!
shaso-rmor Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2015
'Lo to ya. Thank you for noticing all the whatnots, Mike. 
How goes this Fall? 
forsakenimmortal Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2015
hopefully better soon. so many mid terms
shaso-rmor Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2015
H'ah boy. Less tests on this end. Somehow I only have one. 
forsakenimmortal Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2015
envy. i am dying from to many assignments and mid terms. there is no end to them
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ZKROX Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch
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